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I sit in front of my computer under my loft bed. A quiet anxiety has taken over me today. I'm not sure what it is. Maybe it's my cleaning up that's bothering me. I'm finally sorting through my things thinking about moving back to California. It's been six years since I've left my parents' nest and I will return in a little more than a month. Nostalgia is setting in. I was looking through my old pictures from elementary school and I wonder if my time in New York will once be a fond memory. I title this blog "Silent Chaos" primary due to my current feelings, but I hope it may fit with my overall theme. I just want to write down what my thoughts are when they happen. I write for myself, and not for others to read. However, I welcome anyone who is interested to read on and follow me. I have always had the feeling that my life is too uninteresting for others to care about. This maybe true. Read at your own risk.